Wednesday 2 November 2011

~laughing, blurr,angry,crying~

assalamualaikum...
hye readers...hye bloggers

ur mood today?
is it good or ???
hurm..juz u know what the truly is...am i rite?

ok today...my own mood is too much...
dunnoe how to explain it..
but i'll try to make u all understand oke..

sometimes...
we have a different mood in one day..
so it have come to me today..
happy--->when i meet them (my dearest).. i will get the joy..
plus today i get my favourite food (nasi kerabu lauk daging but today i juz get chicken =)
however...alhamdulillah n praise to Allah..

go for blurr part:
hurmmm..when im alone.. i get blurr or easy for u know is forgetful..
y? becoz have much things that i always forgot to bring it with me..
ok...today my worth thing that i forgot too is..
-purse
- key (house n room)
- my beret (police accesories)
see...how forgetful i am???

then, what have make me angry is
when i back home...
our house is like "tongkang pecah"
with my housemate things...
oke...im not angry when i know they is doing their assigment...
but.....
cant u juz make sure the floor is clean from dusk?
so..tension !
huhhhh...

night have come....
at 10 pm <but becoz of me it have been quite late becoz i cannot get in to my room >
i n my dearest have a dinner with fuaad n joe
we juz eat together plus they story about scary story to us
ok...scary!!

then, when we finished our dinner..
we got back to our own colleges..
then i check my fb...n i saw ellis post
:: you want a 'boyfriend'?, someone doesnt have even "parent" ::
after i read others comment...and i saw ili comment to..that she feel that the post is about her..n said tq.
after that....
i juz laughing...and suddenly my tears broken...
dunnoe why...
but, i got that blamed too...
maybe....
she feel alone while we have someone to chat n sms to...
and i juz can do nothing...
im sorry darl....
i cant to be a perfect sis to u....
sorrrrryyyyy
T.T



oke..done for now...
i juz dont want to crying anymore..


luv u till death darl,
-hurul ain-